guys are jerk...

Yes I try a post in english.... (I know my english sucks. But that is the only way to train my english)
And today I want to tell you about my experience with guys.

I don't know why I can't be with a man just good friends?! I mean isn't it obvious that I don't want a boyfriend. I hate it when I have to tell to my men-friends that I don't wanna date them... You know why? When I say that, they don't want to be friends with me anymore. They break off contact with  me and ignore me. I mean come on guys, just I don't wanna date you guys that doesn't mean we can't be good friends anymore? All my friends means a lot to me and to all these guys who done that to me... you meant me a lot too. (As friends)  But you disappoint me guys... And if you guys think you can come back to me... It's over! I don't need "friends" like you. If you want to look for a girl to fuck then go to another girl... I don't give a fuck about you anyway.

I hope in the future I can find better men-friends... Someone who treat me as a good friend (maybe a bro) and I can rely on.
Thank godness that I have some good friends that I can rely on.